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I didnt know
Studies can really change a person that much.

A humble person could just change into a selfish person in the blink of an eye.
Well thats not the main thing I want to blog about today.

I would not be blogging often and logging into msn that often also as I am ready to work hard and strive for the final lap in Secondary School education.

I want to get into a good polytechnic and take up psychology.
In order to get into psychology, I would need 9 points.
Which means I need all As.
(which isnt possible)

I'd go a junior college if i cant get into psychology.
A good jc not some easy sure get in ones =.="

Like it or not,
Thats my plan in life.

9:40 PM

Today =]
Shall post on what i took pictures of that day in sentosa.


8:46 PM

I hate him.
You say "i dont like net ball girls blablabla"
Then you got a jie from net ball and stuff.
Please la.
Dont kou shi xin fei.

Go ask your netball ex be your girl la
I'm nt perfection
_l_

5:55 PM

Hish.
These few days I have been querreling alot with my boyfriend
Feel so moody these days.
Dont know why every since the day where vinc say he didnt trust me at all.
I started to not have a good impression on boys.
Childish maybe?

Then whenever I sms/call him
we'd be querreling.
Everything changed.

Today,
I'm going Sentosa alone.
Yes, I , Me , Myself . ALONE
Call me a loner or whatever.
Its not like i care
and its not like i dont know also.

Sorry boyfriend,
For all my moodless smses
Sometimes i scold you and stuff
my heart has this sour pain feeling.
I dont mean it.
I said i wanted break ups.
But I cry whenever I ask for it.
I hope you'll understand my feeling..
And i dont trust guys as much as before.
Sorry.

Off to sentosa to chill! =]
[ Will be posting pictures later ]


10:05 AM

Today =)

This morning had P.e
what did my class do during pe?
run our napah [a kind of physical traning exam ] 2.4km.
boys passing rate was 14min i think
girls was 18.10min.

Wasent really in the mood for 2.4km
anyway had to run so i just ran.
1st round went well.
2nd did too
3rd well.
4th good
but when it came to the 5th.
My stomach had a sharp pain.
As i forced myself to run,
I see others overtaking me.
Getting furthur and furthur.
I soon gave up as my feet could no longer carry me any furthur.
At that point if time i was really in pain.
I held on to my stomach, breathe slowly to clam myself down.
and started running again.
By the time i decided to run,
the 2.4 has ended.

My ending time was 19min.
My good friends time was 18.20.
she failed by 10 sec =/

anyway after 2.4 i was really sleepy.
But please la secondary 4 liao.
Have to buck up and study.
so i made myself not to slp by talking to my partner LOL.

Then aft school had chem classes.
I could not really understand my chem teacher teaching as shes rly going fast.
I need to catch up soon or not I'd just fall was behind.

After chem, I went home with Xueli.
Chatted awhile till i reached my bus stop.
Went home eat, bath.
Went out for bio.
Today logesh didnt come so had to tution alone with my tutior.
hes a male tutior and tdy he taught about sexual reproduction x_X
was rly a weird feeling but.
its education

After bio, i went home for sirans tution.
Studied chem the whole lesson to catchup with my teachers teaching.

Hmm
thats all that happened today i guess hahaha nothing much =]
Studying alot these days. Dont even have time to meet my baby boy.
Sorry ya boy. Forgive me yea x)

Studying isnt rly that borring.
once you get hold of it, its fun =]

9:56 PM

Today i shall blog about.
Me loosing my precious set of Ghim Moh Secondary School's uniform.
I still remembered.
I thought Gmss sucked. Its such a good for nth old school that i have to travel so far for just to study.
A place where keeps me till 6 pm wasting my time in music room for chior.
Hated doing my prefect duties and thought taking the lead totally just sucked.
Wearing ugly obiang uniform with skirt touching my knees.

I just hated everything there and took everything for granted.
Grumble when wheres camp. Didnt want to go for Outward bound sinagpore camp.
Hated leadership camp.


Looking at my past In Gmss now.
I realized how much I miss ghim moh secondary.
Gmss really bonded like a family.
You know the whole school
and the whole school knows you.
Just name anyone and everyone
you'll know everyone and anyone..

Unlike my current school.
You dont know them
nither do they know you.
You try to take the lead. But others with bigger power takes the lead.

In ghim moh was really.
each and everyone counts.
In henderson.
one is nothing..


How could i loose the only thing i had left from ghim moh, my unifrom.
all i know is I'm sad.
I miss everything from Ghim moh secondary school.

9:32 PM

Today.
I was afraid of going to school cause I skipped miss hasina's chemistry practical lesson.
As I had skipped ALOT of girls brigade cca days. I know that writing a apology letter before hand helps. (it really does)
So during art, my first lesson of the day, i wrote a letter of apology to miss hasina.
The letter goes like this.

To Miss Hasina :
Re:Missing practical lesson on 14th february.
I am very sorry for missing your practical lesson on 14th Februrary as I had my period. I went home as my skirt got stained and there was the smell of blood and the smell of it was quite strong. My stomach cramp was quite sever and I had to go home. I am sorry I promise I would try not to repeat my mistakes again. Thank you.

From
Cynthia
15/02/2008


Hoping she'd forgive me *prays*
she said "ok you may go back"
so to make her belive i am really sorry.
I apologied again and went back to my seat
hahha told you a letter before hand would work ;D

After school I went home.
Mapled awhile just to look around in Free Market.
Logged out and went for tutiton .
Tuition today was ok.
Cause i know how to do most of the questions.
But today Zheng Cheng didnt come so it was pretty borring having to do questions alone
No one to teach so ya.
Normal lurh huh?

Rushed home after tution for another tution
Chem lessons.
haha my chemistery needs to re start from the basics again
cause i forgot all my basics!
oh gosh.

Anyway she bombed me with homework x_X'
I'll try my best to do though haha =]
Then after tution I really had the mood to just do my homework.
I cleared up my english holiday assignments and also math

Today was normal haha =]

10:21 PM

Today was really fucked up.
I woke up in the noon which is 12pm.
Watch tv and surfed the net till 6-7pm?
then tracy came, bake cookies.
she went home.
I sufered the net.
Got angry, fucked up, sad

Sorry for those I've hurt with my language.
I couldnt control my temper well.
So sorry ya.

Espically to Dongli.
Sorry.

11:42 PM

Today is 14 feb,
Valentines day.

Today i brought my huge pink plastic bag to school and gave out presents to my friends whom i am close with.
Haha hope they liked the roses =]

I got 8 presents this year from 6 different ppl
First time getting so many.
Usually i dont get any presents at all!

Shall post a pic of my present next time.
Cause I just re formatted my computer so I'm still currenly lazy to install.
Shall share what i got as presents and from who =]
1st present of the day, From jasmine, Tobalrone wrapped in black paper.
2nd, From cherrie, tobalrone again! but a bigger one. hhehe
3rd ferraro roche from yolenda.
4th candy cane from miss lorita lee
5th ferraro roche from yuan ting
6,7,8 from dongli. rose,keychain and a choco in a bottle.

Thats all
Spent my WHOLE valentines day querreling with Dongli.
And i skipped my pratical chem lessons just to go out.
=/ thats all.

9:08 PM

Nothing to post.

Can only say that I hate my youngest sister, Charmine
my tutior diving me crazy dun wana teach me how to do chem and all keep saying
think harder.
whats there to think if you rly dont know how to do..
sian-ed

10:04 PM

Today,
The first sounds which woke me up was
the piano playing.Its noisey.

Then came online.
chatted and watch maple vids for the whole day till now (night)
wanted to do homework but i kept dragging.
And ended up not doing any work at all.

Didi came online having a really bad mood.
He and manda [his sis] querreled.
Talked to didi and tried to cheer him up.
didnt know it worked anot haha.
hope it did =]

evening my cousins came.
eugene is such a brat =X
the rest was fine ^^"

hmm thats all =O
*lazy blog le*

oh ya
I LOVE MY EUGENE COUSIN.
*like real*


8:04 PM