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2008-06-12T21:32:00.003+08:00

Sorry for going missing these days.
Just didnt have the mood, and nothing to blog about.
Everyday is crap.
Pure crap.

There's nothing intresting to blog about except for tears.

2008-06-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

Today outting with the classroom of kuraidori was okok
I came home late my mum was kinda pissed..
Everything was ok and funny?
But some part just wasnt.
And as usual thing didnt go according to plan.

Kind of pissed by someone.
He knows who he is but nvm
forget it.
I dont want to make my problem become other ppl's problem.
If things are going to be that way,
so be it.
Everythings gonna fall in place anyway.
Bad then whole thing bad lo
Good then good for him lo?

Sorry if my blog is kind of dead.
I'll try to add life into it.
But theres no point if I'm this moody everyday
and everyday over the same F**King thing.
I'd rather write my own diary
Can express what I want
And truely write how I feel for everything.
This might just be my last post.
I cant be bothered updating it anymore
since noone appriciate me anyway.

Till then.

2008-05-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

I kind of like a guy,
he may not have the looks and all,
maybe nt even the brains.
But I like him the way he is.
And i dont want anything to change.
I'm loving things at where we're at.

So dont you dare change boy.
I like you, so much.
I dont think I'm falling for you
cause the thing is
I've already fell for you.

2008-05-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to..
fall for you, boy

Today woke up early to go for art.
The bus was 15 minutes late. Not sure its late or cause I just missed the bus ._.
Anyway haha art have this really cute sticker system.
The stickers are so pretty shall upload the picture of it tomorrow.
I reached art room at around 9.20
Came in time for the "sweets" sticker
Those whom came in after 9.30 had a star sticker.

HAHA KENNETH NO MORNNING STICKER!
STICKERLESS LOL!
ARINA AND I ARE STICKERFUL!

Anyway~Went for social studies lessons.
Socal studies was so borring ._.
nearly fell asleep.
Went for lunch after social studies with arina and kenneth
then we bought vale pack maggie mee
and a box of
HONEY STARS! =DDD
*loves*

lol. then wrote its OUR property
so NOONE is allowed to eat it
LOL! [ Sound so greedy ]
Then we dumped it into the teachers art staff room
treating like the art room is our house.
lol its our 2nd home anyway ^^

Went for lovely facial aft art so happy
finally get my face "cleansed"
feeling clean =]
Next facial will be on the cosfest week.
can clear out all the pimple then go
would be nicer also.

Well,
till then!

2008-05-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today was O lvl omg was so stressful.
Shall just go thru roughly what happen cause i need sleep really soon.

After O lvl, i went meet tracy
and went for hair extension
and went to queensway to pierce ears (for tracy only)
then went home
no more
LOL!

shall blog tmrl
main thing which happened was.

TRACY YOU IDIOT!
she shouted to me "WHAT YOU WANA BE A PORN STAR?"
and everyone bbqing looked at me

2008-05-25T21:12:00.003+08:00

Its O lvl 2nd language paper tommrrow people!
Jia you to all O lvl takers
all the best!

Today,
I woke up at 10.10am
Rushed down to thiong for chinese studying group.
Today did nothing much ba
just did compo then i got 70.
Well was really glad I got 70.
But I'm not too sure I can get that for O levels or not.

After that, I went walk walk with girlfriend [ Tracy ]
then study at my house blablabla
and then cam whore AGAIN
lol! but this time isnt too bad =D

Anyway
I'm scared very scared of tomorrow
Wish me all the best =]

2008-05-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

Yay ziqi's back in school today
=D

Today I changed my hairstyle to school cause I was bored of my hairstyle
Dont know why also just felt like changing.
=]
Jasmine said i look jap lol.
thank you x)?

Today during lessons, a sudden change of plans.
NO SECOND RECESS FOR CHINESE INTENSIVE CLASSES
WHAT?! NO SECOND RECESS?!
means cant play psp in class?!
OMG NOO..
lol ._. still in the mood to play rly wana die.
I bought 3 packet of cracker which is addicitve
one for 1st recess,
one for 2nd recess,
and one fer after shool
omg i got so sick of it aft eatin the 3rd packet.
I am so nt going to eat it for tmrl =.="

Anyway~
After school i went out with Tracy =D
My girlfriend wahhaha
love girlfriend!
Went to queensway shopping centre to get my coloured contacts.
I swear I'd never buy from the shop next time.
The womans like
"i though you collect already"
make me wait very long and so on.
So what if I'm a secondary school student?
At least treat me like a proper costumer.
but i guess ok la it all made up =x
cause she didnt know i havnt pay for the contacts solution and the contacts case
so i gave it to me for free

dont look at me like that, I'm not guilty
*until tracy realized and told me*
._.!

I have decided to go for hair extension,
since i found a place which sells one strand of hair for 50 cents,
i think I'll only need about 30-50 strands?
so would be less then $50?
But i might do whole head to make it look real so cost around $50 ._.?
Dont know haha i might go bugis instead the hair there looks good.
but its $1 per strand.
Never knew $1 could make such a difference
Well might go on monday after my o lvl paper.
and pierce my ear
3 more ear holes,
I'll see how the day goes

^^

2008-05-20T21:37:00.001+08:00

Ziqi's sick T_T
I wish for her to get well soon ^^
haha shes strong she will get well by tomorrow!
yay!
miss her

Cosplay event =]

2008-05-19T22:13:00.001+08:00

To friends whom are interested in cosplay =D
There will be coming events on cosplay! *yay*

Event title : Cosplay Galore!
Date : 7 and 8, 14 and 15 of june.
Time : from 2pm
Venue : Chinatown Point- Atruim

Anyone and everyone may come! you might event drop by to widen the idea and interest of cosplay!
Hope to see you there =D

2008-05-19T22:04:00.005+08:00

Today nothing much happened.
Lol watched hana kimi almost the whole day.
And i just realized that o lvl chinese paper is 1 week away,
infact 6 days away!
Oh gosh T_T'' I', not ready! ARGH!

Anyway tdy went out for awhile i went chinatown point to buy some cosplay stuff.
minor ones. just to play play for fun =]

Yeah, today aint tt interesting.
D:

2008-05-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

2008-05-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

Today i went out with Tracy instead of staying at home studying ><
in the noon, i bought her dou hua and went to her house =]
[ yes just like delivery service ]

Noon we went shopping, shopping and more shopping.
Went to Chinatown point, pan in the box.
They selling the headband which suzumiya haruhi wears!
I wana buy but the price was not listed ><
might go back someday to get it =]

After Chinatown point was Chinatown central and off to far east.
Bought my rose hair ties! yay!
cost me $7 T_T"
But yay! I've always wanted it =] guess its worth the money.
Also bought earring with tracy,
I bought letters C Y and N.
=] its fer me to wear when i re pierce my earholes,
going to pierce 2-3 more holes on each side of my ear once school closes,
so can wear pretty earrings.
LOL sounds like 1 pair earring not enough need more holes to "display" my collection of earrings ><"

After the shopping, was CAMWHORE WHOOTS!
<3 camwhore x))
shall post it in a seperate post as the post would get messed up, then I'll need to so called re type.

So tired after this long funny day =]
shall post the pictures now!

2008-05-16T13:24:00.000+08:00

I've decided to blog about myself today,
since i dont always "display" my true self.

My name?
Cynthia *duh*
birthday
4th march =D

ok la not that, thats some borring intro =.="
*TRANSFORM*
muahahha.
ok I'm a little crazy sometimes, or rather all the time.
some ppl cant stand me cause i drive them crazy
so common things ppl say to me are
-ARGHH CAN YOU JUST LIKE GO AWAY AND SHUT UP!?!?!
-Cynthia i rly rly.. CANT STAND YOU!
-CRAZY AR YOU?!
-omg i dont know you =.="

thats common things i hear from most of my friend.
lol.
Hmm shall write about my story,
Having O lvls which is afew days away,
26 this month, my chinese is still like.
SHIT.
so ya trying my best to brush it up in like 1 week + 2 days.
Sometimes I do loose my direction in life,
Thank god i got really good friends =]
mainly, aho -lol aho you btr be greatful =X
Tracy, Ziqi, Xueli,and many more of my sch mates (asking me to do work) lol.and alot more. ps too many to be listed.
=D

Well sometimes I think its ok to fail my O lvl
cause i might just end up taking over my parents business.
So.. yeah.
Or i might even go over to england to study arts!

Ok thats the studies part.
Ooo ya i always top the last position too!

My interest?
COSPLAY! lolita,goth
punk not yet. =X
It eats alot alot alot of money but
I really enjoy cosplaying
its just like omg so fun! wahahah!
Currently counting down to cosfest,
50 days more!
I really really have a very strong passion for cosplaying
cause its kinda out of odinary.
Not many people dares to cosplay =D
*but in thier hearts they wish to =X*
so i see my role as, encouraging ppl who wants to cosplay nt to be shy? ^^"
haha you'll never know you might just inspire someone to cosplay.

yea thats about my life.
=)

Hop, Step, JUMP!

2008-05-13T16:56:00.000+08:00

Today was the start of chinese intensive programme,
Chinese intensive programme means the only subject we are taking for the whole day is chinese.
Yes soild chinese. from 8am to 1.30pm.
I was SOO bored during chinese so i started doodleing
Sketch here and there. And as usual its nt nice ._."
well at least i did come up with something.

My friend, Ziqi could only say one thing
"you're lame"
lol. was just too bored ><'' Started playing psp in class all of a sudden O.O
and teacher didnt mind LOL!
played djmax portable on ziqis psp. Its so cool! >Loved it!

After school went to put my bag at art room and went off fer lunch.
Ate shui jiao mian (dumpling noodle)
I went to the wrong stall to order ._."
then the auntie was so rude la.
she went like "wo dian na li you mai shui jiao mian?"
*my shop where got sell dumpling noodle?*
Wah i was like stunned la.
I mean fine if you dont sell at least tell me nicely
or recomend me to eat smt from her store.
I swear I'd never buy things from her. So rude gosh..
Ate with Ziqi, Yuan ting, Jasmine, Yishi and a sec 5 *which i forgot her name*
._.''

Went back to art aft lunch ^^
Hah! time to start on my colour test! >:D muahahaha
Picked the colours carefully *really!*
I sharpend all my colour pencils that are involved in the art piece aft picking
and off my hands went colouring =D
the bin was so pretty with all the pencil woods.
That i was tempted to take a pict ._.!

Love the pretty curls!

2008-05-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

Haha i know what to blog about today!
I shall blog about what are my recent thoughts today just like a book review
like sneek peak or smt LOL!

-CosFest.
x3 its 54 more days to cosfest!
imagine cosplayers going onto mrt and buses with their cool wepons,wigs,props and even thier wings! It'll be like "Anime charaters unleashed"
Aint that cool!
like So cool!
Imagine the cosplayer with the wings, in the usual busy and crowded mrt,
trying to turn himself to get out
then his wings would be brushing across ppls face ._.
by the time he gets out its like
everyones sneezeing and he dosent know
so he smiles in satisfactory *that he got out* and walks out of the mrt station.
haha ^^"

-School results
=.=" my results suck feel like dying like.
heres how the story goes,
*sits at the window preparing to jump down holding report book*
*mum comes in*
mum> WHAT YOU DOIN!
me> if you want me to live, sign my report book and nt scold me and buy my cosplay for me
mum> alright =.=~ no choice
*mum signs*
me> *thoughts : YESH!*
*happy comes down*
*slips and fall out of window*
What a way to die LOL

haha I'm lame =.="

2008-05-12T18:32:00.001+08:00

Today all the results were out.

And it seems like the only subject i passed,

Art again.

As for the rest of the subjects,

I flung it too badly to remember how much i got.

After school,

I went home to bath and take the recepit for my chinese electric dictionary.

Mines spoilt and i send it for repair.

Now that it is repaired, I can collect it :D

When i was about to leave my house, yolenda and jasmine called me to home thiong so i went ^^~

When i arrived, i went to look for them so on and so forth bought a rozen maiden handphone sticker.

Oh gosh its just so pretty!

Went to plaza sing aft eating at mos burger at thiong.

The creative company couldnt repair my dictionary so i received a new one ^^!

After plaza sing, went to black alice.

The things there are very expensive but pretty.

Its almost like day light robbary

But its from japan so not too sure also ._.''

I couldnt decide which head band to buy so i didnt buy D:

Went home aft that and decided to take a pict on what i was wearing

(was too bored) D:

Haha thats the end of todays post =D

2008-05-11T19:13:00.001+08:00

Todays mother's day!
Yay happy mothers day to all mothers all around the world
=D

Today nothing much happened.
Just like anyother sundays.
Early in the morning, my dad went marketing with my mum
when they got home, my dad went out so did my 2 yonger sister
leaving my mum and I alone at home.
I asked my dad
"pa what did you get for mummy?"
his reply?
"a box of mangosteen"
okeh..?

My mum was kinda upset over the "gift"
lol.
[i cant say anything cause i am guilty i didnt give my mum anything]
My mum asked me to help her with the house chores since my maid has been fired.

I help my mum to iron and fold the clothes.
[thats all i did]
._."

Aft chores, chit chat with my friends.
had alot of chat icons ._.
around 6
lol.
Argh! Theres school tomorrow!
Hate school =.="

But what to do.
D:
Cant skip school cause O lvl chinese is on 26 may
T_T thats like 16 more days !
And the sad thing?
I cant go for streetfest
[25 may]

Well hope ppl whom are attending streetfest would have a great time
=]

2008-05-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

Whats wrong with almost everyone around me?
I'm really really stressed so stop adding on to my stress level.

Why is everything turning thier backs aginst me
Hate it.

All about love.

2008-05-08T17:32:00.001+08:00

I would really like to fall in love normally once again.
Once more.
Again.

2008-05-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

Feeling strange.
Its not that someones missing,
Its noones at that position.

2008-05-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

Roar my mother.

I ask her to buy my wants,
she complain
I save up myself,
she say i got money for sch so dont need give me money

so unreasonable! roar!

Thank god i got really good friends whom cheered me up
=]
Thanks all x)

2008-04-30T17:07:00.001+08:00

I cant believe i did not read the instructions carefully.
I read as choose 1 question out of the 3 given.
But its actually do 2 out of the 3.

Miss chandren was so mad at me D:
I didnt mean to leave it out ._."..

Today before exam, I met up with xueli and elaine, to have our breakfast.
Ltr hoi fan and larry came,
Today, is art paper.
I used spray paint for my background.
Then it came out pretty nice.
My art teacher said its nice =]
Then my drawing was ok.
But when i used the marker to outline,
It really wasnt nice.
And i dont have my 5 pages of prep work! D:
Sure fail.

Went home with arina and wen xin.
Chatted here and there haha =]
<3 chatting with my friends

Went yolenda's house to pass her her geog text book.
Stayed in her house awhile and went home.
I went home as usual, turn on lappy ._.''
I really really feel like cosplaying.
But i know its not a cheap hobby.
Its pretty expensive,
like 100+ a set of cosplay?
still usually need to buy shoe to fit with the cosplay
It really isnt that easy,
espically when you really REALLY want the cosplay alot
But you just dont have the money to buy what you want,
Tomorrow is the shop keeper's birthday.
But sadly I cant attend D:
But i really want to.
Everything would be grabbed by costermers T_T"
PLUS THERES OFFER TMRL! ARRGGHHHHH
and after tmrl, I'd be left with nothing to buy..
Sigh.

My jap uniform better nt be sold out D:!

2008-04-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

Oh my god. I cant find my geography textbook nor notes
and my exam for geography is tomorrow.
I'm dead D:

Tomorrows bio paper also.
I wonder how am i going to survie bio paper seriously.
I forgot near 1/2 the chapter.
I guess I'd need to burn mid night oil
D:

Should have bought for daiso since i went just now =.="
haha

Good luck to all whos having exams!
Strive for the best. =]

Today i am proud of herderson,
Tomorrow henderson will be proud of me.
(that tommorow would never come for me i guess)
*sigh*

Just another nice day

2008-04-27T20:43:00.000+08:00

Today I went studing with tracy in the morning at 10.

We went great world's mac to study.

Beside us was this boy and girl (o lvl takers)
They were stuying the chapter on eye in biology
Hence tracy and me started studing on that chapter.

I realized i have forgotton alot of bio stuff.

I really should get started with my studying.

After studing we went sasa to buy eye liner.

I think i should really put on some make up when i wear pretty clothes or not my face looks very plain.

Tracy had tution at 2, I went far east alone to try out jap uniform

I went haru to see jap uniform.

I tried on a short sleved uniform as i know if i bought it,

I'd buy short sleved.

The skirts were high cut. *3 finger spacing abv belly button

I'm so glad that I fitted into the FREE SIZE!

haha! I guess i am rly fat =.="

But the woman say "no la its cause your breast is bigger"

._."! big meh LOL.

I asked from her permisson to take a pict

Actually the store doesnt allow ppl to take pict of themself in cosplay

but shes so nice she let me take a pict x)!

thank you big sis =]
I just took 2 picts cause I was quite bu hao yi shi to take so much.

Here are the 2 picts =]

The japanese uniform is $88

With shoes and sch bag it cost $22x

The store keeper said can nego.

I saw a vampire knight cosplay

but the cosplay is uniform.

The uniform is nice I am considering buying the vampire knight uniform instead of the jap uniform.
The vampire knight uniform cost $12x

With the necklase and bracelet, $146.
But if i buy the vampire knight, i need to save up for the shoes.

Which will probably cost an extra $100 *lets say*

Total would be.. $246?

Thats alot.

But I really like it alot.

haha oh well.

I'll just ask my mother if she allows me to buy. =]

Just a pic on how vampire knight uniform looks like.

2008-04-24T22:40:00.001+08:00

Sorry for shouting at ya.
I didnt mean what i say. ><
I'm rly sorry.
I just couldnt contorl my feelings well enough.

I hope you wouldent take it to heart.
If you really do wish for me to disappear out of your life,
I would.

I just hope you'd know how i feel.
Sorry Zaidi.

2008-04-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

Oh
My
God..

I cannot believe i really
Drank
that thing.

that thing
=
A egg in vinigar for 1 WHOLE LONG DONKEY WEEK,
then peel the egg shell (which is soft) and then take out the egg yolk and put it back into the vinigar.
After that spread out the egg shell and put it into the vinigar and mix it.
and then pour a lil into a bowl
and make cynthia lau sin yee DRINK IT.

ITS SO DISGUSINTING LA
VINIGAR WITH YOLK WITH SHELL
OMG
I DRANK IT .

I was like cynthia its coke ^^
its coke!.
YES ITS COKE DRINK IT.
*one big mouth*
CHOKE ON THE RLY RLY BAD TASTE OF IT.
(almost vomit)

ok again
its coke ._."
yes it is just dont breathe with your nose and its coke ^^"
3
2
1
DRINK ARRRRR
*glup*
i finished the whole bowl YAY..
thank god i dont have anyone to kiss or not tt person is rly
rly
REALLY
and again
REALLY!
unlucky D:

and whats the thing
the thing is
I GOTTA DRINK THAT FOR 2 MORE DAYS!
T_T!

2008-04-22T09:57:00.001+08:00

Ah! I am down with fever.
And today is CLASS PHOTO TAKING DAY.
Omg i was actually looking forward to this day
and fever comes to me.

Means next year's year book wouldnt have me in the pict ._."
I'd feel quite left out ><"
rawr. But my head really is spinning very pain ><

i miss him ><"
<3

2008-04-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

And that was all you could tell me.
Nothing else.
Just heartbreaks.

As I have said,
you're a heart that is impossble to enter..
And you really didnt need to break my heart like that.
Forget it.
Cause i think I've got a crush on someone.

2008-04-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

I just realized that my english paper is this friday.
I am so dead I have not been resivising alot.
I am still in a shopping season mood. going shopping nearly everyday looking at clothes.
Trying on pretty and ugly clothes.
Its fun. I enjoy doing that dont ask me why.
Its really fun to try things you dont usually wear.

Just now went to a punk/goth/loli/fantasy shop.
I tried on a really cute shirt and a cute skirt.
the skirt has pokeadot.
the shirt has a hood and at the end of the hood there was rabbit ears.
It was really cute.
The auntie gave me $59 for the whole set =]
shes really nice.
She helped me tie my hair x)
just like amu chan in shugo chara.

There was another shop beside that shop.
they sell really nice and unique clothes.
I am so going to buy it.
My wardrobe is really filled with alot of clothes.
I have my tom boy section,girly section,grand looking section and goth/loli/fantasy section.
Haha its really good you know.
you can be what and who you want to be whenever you want to.
Just pick the shirt, tie your hair to that style and you're all set (for another round of shopping)

Shall go for more shopping after my exam.
*but before my result* ><"

Till then~

2008-04-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

tehehe i finally can play dl-ed games on my psp.
I forgotten that without moding psp, you cant play dl-ed games till ali reminded me.
I went to sim lim to mod my psp slim and it costed me $20.
I guess its worth btr then buying a game at 70+.

Some games I dl-ed
-Loco roko
-patapon
-final fantasy VII
-Crazy taxi
-initial D
-downstream panic
-Audition ( still dling )
-Wild arms.

I del-ed patapon and downstream panic off as it was just too borring.
I del-ed Final fantasy also cause the file was too big D:
But I'll have it back on to my psp again once i get bored of those games i currently have in my psp.

Tomorrow got am-powered ITS CHINESE omg!~
Wish I will pass yea. =]

2008-04-14T21:41:00.001+08:00

I totally lost my mood.

2008-04-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

YAY I bought my laptop power adaptor already x)
During school time, I couldnt stop thinking of my lappy adaptor.
I miss it like so so SOOO much.
Then after sch I rushed off happily to sim lim.
When i arived at sim lim, there was only one lenovo (laptop brand) shop.
I went in and asked the price
"$129"
OMG?! 129?!?! FUNAN ( a more grand place ) ONLY SELLS AT 99 LA DAMMITTTTT!

so i rushed to funan =.=
When i reached funan I asked again how much was the adaptor.
"$99"
I was happy that i found my lappy adaptor.
But when i was abt to sign the recpit, It states $89
I WAS SO BLAAADDDYYY HAPPY LURH
saved me like $11!
No infact, it was 129-89=$40
OMG its a WHOLE $40!
Thank god i bothered to do price check or not I'd be cheated of $40! x)

Today was good. I guess.
My sister would be leaving to Engliand again tomorrow.
But she'll be back soon.
=]
For 3 moths x_X

Hmm tomorrow will be a good day
=]
I hope that is.

2008-04-12T23:41:00.001+08:00

I cant hide this feeling anymore.

I really like him alot.
WhenI'm with him, my heart feels like its running a mad dash marathon.
When I hear smt hurting frm him, it feels like I totally dropped into a dark pitless hole.
When hes not with me, I feel like crap.
When hes talking to others, I really wish he was talking to me.

Small little words of his might mean nothing to him, Nothing at all.
But it means alot to me.

He's just like my pillar.
We're so close yet so far.

Your words just stabbed right through my heart.

2008-04-12T23:26:00.001+08:00

I really wonder sometimes.
Should I just give up?
Or shouldnt I.

Or should i just let those feelings of mine fade off with time.
Just let it slip and never come back?
Its just too hard to let go.

Theres too much that time just cannot heal.

2008-04-11T21:46:00.001+08:00

this post is for my first 3 lesbians,
Elame, Aho and Pp!

elame and pp yay <3
AHO YES YOU ARE ALSO OFFICALLY MY LESBIAN PARTNER LOL!

2008-04-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

One word,
Thousand feelings,
Sigh.

Thats all I can say.
Oh ya i might be scolding myself in my tag but it isnt me lol
So just read my post =] cause its 100% posted by me.

2008-04-10T19:50:00.000+08:00

Omg I just reaized its 16 days to mid year,
4x days to chinese O lvls
and 6x days to prelim.
I am so dead, I am not that all prepared.

Stupid me ._. jumping outside malay room the other day trying to explain how to FREEZE in mid air =.="

Then he saw la ._."
I didnt know ._."

currently studing rly hard *i think* for my o lvls.
Its not that all easy to be that hard working and persever on all the way.
Well thats life for sec 4 and 5 students i guess..

O lvls just 1xx more days away.
I am dead.

2008-04-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH I ACCIDENTALY PRESSED BACK WHILE TYPING OUT MY BLOG
LOL!

anyway~
shall re type then ^^"
Today i finished my tesalation for my silk screen *claps*
But i have to change my design abit cause my design was too easy to identify whats that.
Teacher said it was nice but to me i didnt find it as nice as compared to other cause my design was very very different.
When i asked teacher, "mine seems ugly.. its different from the rest.."
"why do you want to be like the rest?"

That question kinda stuck me.
really, why do i want to be like the rest?
When i could be something different.

After school i stayed back. wanted to wait for kor actually
but he released at 2. so.. I couldnt haha.
my tution starts at 2 .
But he did come up to the staff rm to see see.

After the tution, stayed back to talk talk then laugh laugh and all lol
<3 chatting with my evil twin =x

Havnt finish my tution homework which starts at 7.30 I am just like.
too tired =O

thats all for today =]

2008-04-01T19:50:00.000+08:00

Ermmm haha havent been blogging recently.
My laptop power adaptor is spoilt so i need to wait for my new adaptor.
Sorry for any inconvicence cause =x

erm and whoever is that, that tagged me useing my name trying to make me seem like i am
"self scolding"
Erm go ahead seriously.
I dont take you to heart at all.
Not worth =]

So ya spamm all you want la huh? My friends know what kind of person I am anyway.

2008-03-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel very bitchy.
Getting jealous over small little things.

A little chat with my di and I.
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
ai si ai ben dan jie =.=
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
your blog suck gnd didi
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:T______T[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
Jie
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
m?
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
That was requested ._____.
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
requested??
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
She ask me blog about her
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
I nth to say[b]
[c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
Anyhow post
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
.___.
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
....?
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
>_____<
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
sry but i dun like your jie
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
I delete?
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
>___<
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
dun need
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
i dun like her
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
thats all
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
>_<
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
Nvm I delete
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
you del i still dun like her no point o.O
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
I know
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
Delete nia
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:XD[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
Okay deleted
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
dun need le di
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
=.=
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585]
[/b] says:
><
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
Jie don't angry :x
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
T___T
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
not la
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
i nt angry with you
[b][c=#FFC0CB]` ` vinc . Vanished[/c=#C71585][/b] says:
>___<
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
i just
[ K ] onata. The bitter drops of love. The painful words of love. says:
really hate her alot

Lazy blog. no mood.

2008-03-16T19:20:00.000+08:00

Sorry! havnt been blogging for rly long time D:
It has been march holidays this week and i have been going shopping ALOT.
I went far east for 3 time this week? To see lolita and ghotic fashion.

Went to watch moive
The leap years
Horton
spiderwick smt

Leap years is nice spiderwick and horton was not so good.

Anyway the main thing is yay i bought my goth lolita and my gotihc dress already x))
I think they look pretty
But i dun look that pretty in them =.="

I wore out to orchard and some of the reactions were
"woah"
"omg"
"look there"

All types haha but most of them no reaction
Though i know they must be thinking something
i plan to spend $2000 over to apply for membership so can get 15% off and you get to see all the new items. =D

Argh tired and lazy to blog shall blog another time x)

2008-03-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

Its my bithday today o.O"
So fast 16 already haha
yay my mc 16 shows x)

I recieved presents from
Cherrie, Xue li and Keneth

Cherrie gave me a tube of choco,
Keneth gave me one water mellon lolipop (lol)
Xueli gave me a pencil case, a notepad saying [ a note from cynthia ]
and also a photo of me and her during gb roller blading =]

During art class keneth said loudy
"Its Cynthia's birthday today!"
Then the whole art class started singing Birthday song to me,
My art teacher wished me happy birthday also
haha touched x) *shy also*

After school went to lunchtime concert.
It was great haha my first time watching.
Feel like participating for the next lunch time concert.
Seems fun

Still going for 2 tutions later *arghh*
Shall blog again when i am free.

Bye for now =]

2008-03-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
This post is to a friend.
To that friend, you'll know that this post is for you.

Sometimes me and her talk,
its talking about things which 4 of us know so that none of us will feel left out
even if one of us dosent know
we'll ask about whats going on and whats the topic.
you needent become so cold towards me and her.

Every morning I'd be first to reach mac,
followed by her
Of couse we'd talk first you cant expect all 4 of us to arrive then we start talking.
Its kinda unresonable.

If you blame it on me,
maybe its partly my fault for not pulling you into the conversation when you're feeling left out
But in life you need to help yourself before others can help you.

2008-02-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

I didnt know
Studies can really change a person that much.

A humble person could just change into a selfish person in the blink of an eye.
Well thats not the main thing I want to blog about today.

I would not be blogging often and logging into msn that often also as I am ready to work hard and strive for the final lap in Secondary School education.

I want to get into a good polytechnic and take up psychology.
In order to get into psychology, I would need 9 points.
Which means I need all As.
(which isnt possible)

I'd go a junior college if i cant get into psychology.
A good jc not some easy sure get in ones =.="

Like it or not,
Thats my plan in life.

2008-02-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

Today =]
Shall post on what i took pictures of that day in sentosa.

I dont know whats this haha =.=

Seahorse

sea dragon.

lazy to upload =.= so long leh wth.

This one is really intresting so I'll just upload three more lol.

Container containing the eggs

a smaller version of the pictrue bellow

looks like a sperm and a egg

2008-02-24T17:55:00.000+08:00

I hate him.
You say "i dont like net ball girls blablabla"
Then you got a jie from net ball and stuff.
Please la.
Dont kou shi xin fei.

Go ask your netball ex be your girl la
I'm nt perfection
_l_

2008-02-24T10:05:00.000+08:00

Hish.
These few days I have been querreling alot with my boyfriend
Feel so moody these days.
Dont know why every since the day where vinc say he didnt trust me at all.
I started to not have a good impression on boys.
Childish maybe?

Then whenever I sms/call him
we'd be querreling.
Everything changed.

Today,
I'm going Sentosa alone.
Yes, I , Me , Myself . ALONE
Call me a loner or whatever.
Its not like i care
and its not like i dont know also.

Sorry boyfriend,
For all my moodless smses
Sometimes i scold you and stuff
my heart has this sour pain feeling.
I dont mean it.
I said i wanted break ups.
But I cry whenever I ask for it.
I hope you'll understand my feeling..
And i dont trust guys as much as before.
Sorry.

Off to sentosa to chill! =]
[ Will be posting pictures later ]

2008-02-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

Today =)

This morning had P.e
what did my class do during pe?
run our napah [a kind of physical traning exam ] 2.4km.
boys passing rate was 14min i think
girls was 18.10min.

Wasent really in the mood for 2.4km
anyway had to run so i just ran.
1st round went well.
2nd did too
3rd well.
4th good
but when it came to the 5th.
My stomach had a sharp pain.
As i forced myself to run,
I see others overtaking me.
Getting furthur and furthur.
I soon gave up as my feet could no longer carry me any furthur.
At that point if time i was really in pain.
I held on to my stomach, breathe slowly to clam myself down.
and started running again.
By the time i decided to run,
the 2.4 has ended.

My ending time was 19min.
My good friends time was 18.20.
she failed by 10 sec =/

anyway after 2.4 i was really sleepy.
But please la secondary 4 liao.
Have to buck up and study.
so i made myself not to slp by talking to my partner LOL.

Then aft school had chem classes.
I could not really understand my chem teacher teaching as shes rly going fast.
I need to catch up soon or not I'd just fall was behind.

After chem, I went home with Xueli.
Chatted awhile till i reached my bus stop.
Went home eat, bath.
Went out for bio.
Today logesh didnt come so had to tution alone with my tutior.
hes a male tutior and tdy he taught about sexual reproduction x_X
was rly a weird feeling but.
its education

After bio, i went home for sirans tution.
Studied chem the whole lesson to catchup with my teachers teaching.

Hmm
thats all that happened today i guess hahaha nothing much =]
Studying alot these days. Dont even have time to meet my baby boy.
Sorry ya boy. Forgive me yea x)

Studying isnt rly that borring.
once you get hold of it, its fun =]

2008-02-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

Today i shall blog about.
Me loosing my precious set of Ghim Moh Secondary School's uniform.
I still remembered.
I thought Gmss sucked. Its such a good for nth old school that i have to travel so far for just to study.
A place where keeps me till 6 pm wasting my time in music room for chior.
Hated doing my prefect duties and thought taking the lead totally just sucked.
Wearing ugly obiang uniform with skirt touching my knees.

I just hated everything there and took everything for granted.
Grumble when wheres camp. Didnt want to go for Outward bound sinagpore camp.
Hated leadership camp.

Looking at my past In Gmss now.
I realized how much I miss ghim moh secondary.
Gmss really bonded like a family.
You know the whole school
and the whole school knows you.
Just name anyone and everyone
you'll know everyone and anyone..

Unlike my current school.
You dont know them
nither do they know you.
You try to take the lead. But others with bigger power takes the lead.

In ghim moh was really.
each and everyone counts.
In henderson.
one is nothing..

How could i loose the only thing i had left from ghim moh, my unifrom.
all i know is I'm sad.
I miss everything from Ghim moh secondary school.

2008-02-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

Today.
I was afraid of going to school cause I skipped miss hasina's chemistry practical lesson.
As I had skipped ALOT of girls brigade cca days. I know that writing a apology letter before hand helps. (it really does)
So during art, my first lesson of the day, i wrote a letter of apology to miss hasina.
The letter goes like this.

To Miss Hasina :
Re:Missing practical lesson on 14th february.
I am very sorry for missing your practical lesson on 14th Februrary as I had my period. I went home as my skirt got stained and there was the smell of blood and the smell of it was quite strong. My stomach cramp was quite sever and I had to go home. I am sorry I promise I would try not to repeat my mistakes again. Thank you.

From
Cynthia
15/02/2008

Hoping she'd forgive me *prays*
she said "ok you may go back"
so to make her belive i am really sorry.
I apologied again and went back to my seat
hahha told you a letter before hand would work ;D

After school I went home.
Mapled awhile just to look around in Free Market.
Logged out and went for tutiton .
Tuition today was ok.
Cause i know how to do most of the questions.
But today Zheng Cheng didnt come so it was pretty borring having to do questions alone
No one to teach so ya.
Normal lurh huh?

Rushed home after tution for another tution
Chem lessons.
haha my chemistery needs to re start from the basics again
cause i forgot all my basics!
oh gosh.

Anyway she bombed me with homework x_X'
I'll try my best to do though haha =]
Then after tution I really had the mood to just do my homework.
I cleared up my english holiday assignments and also math

Today was normal haha =]

2008-02-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

Today was really fucked up.
I woke up in the noon which is 12pm.
Watch tv and surfed the net till 6-7pm?
then tracy came, bake cookies.
she went home.
I sufered the net.
Got angry, fucked up, sad

Sorry for those I've hurt with my language.
I couldnt control my temper well.
So sorry ya.

Espically to Dongli.
Sorry.

2008-02-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

Today is 14 feb,
Valentines day.

Today i brought my huge pink plastic bag to school and gave out presents to my friends whom i am close with.
Haha hope they liked the roses =]

I got 8 presents this year from 6 different ppl
First time getting so many.
Usually i dont get any presents at all!

Shall post a pic of my present next time.
Cause I just re formatted my computer so I'm still currenly lazy to install.
Shall share what i got as presents and from who =]
1st present of the day, From jasmine, Tobalrone wrapped in black paper.
2nd, From cherrie, tobalrone again! but a bigger one. hhehe
3rd ferraro roche from yolenda.
4th candy cane from miss lorita lee
5th ferraro roche from yuan ting
6,7,8 from dongli. rose,keychain and a choco in a bottle.

Thats all
Spent my WHOLE valentines day querreling with Dongli.
And i skipped my pratical chem lessons just to go out.
=/ thats all.

2008-02-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

Nothing to post.

Can only say that I hate my youngest sister, Charmine
my tutior diving me crazy dun wana teach me how to do chem and all keep saying
think harder.
whats there to think if you rly dont know how to do..
sian-ed

2008-02-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

Today,
The first sounds which woke me up was
the piano playing.Its noisey.

Then came online.
chatted and watch maple vids for the whole day till now (night)
wanted to do homework but i kept dragging.
And ended up not doing any work at all.

Didi came online having a really bad mood.
He and manda [his sis] querreled.
Talked to didi and tried to cheer him up.
didnt know it worked anot haha.
hope it did =]

evening my cousins came.
eugene is such a brat =X
the rest was fine ^^"

hmm thats all =O
*lazy blog le*

oh ya
I LOVE MY EUGENE COUSIN.
*like real*